Apparently, I am most creative at three in the morning, delerious due my lack of sleep. Doesn't that sound plain bat-shit crazy, like Van Gogh? (someone stroke my ego, compare me to a crazy ass painter) Anyway, i just made this journal 'cause i can't stand seeing the one i had previously. I do have a serious question to any of my watchers who are paying attention. Do you prefer my photography, or my digital art? Depending on what you guys like more, I'll do more of that. Heck, if you prefer my poetry, i can do that too. Please, tell me.

Trapped no longer,
i am free,
i
will not change
or pretend
to be
an imperfect being
because
on an atomic
psycho-
physiological level,
i am already imperfect.
i am me.

Hey, it's chickenwaffle here! I just decided to out my dead mother, and me, as bisexual. I told my Grandfather (my "father") that i'm bisexual, merely a few minutes ago. So far, he's alright. He's a really religious dude, so it surprised me, but since i thought he was a big douchie, i'm happy. I really think he'll adjust, and i still love him anyway. Oh, and i'm getting a drum set!

Okay, you guys. I've got a serious problem. I mean, potentially life-changing, and it's all because of a little poem i wrote. In case you don't remember confusion within, then you can read it.(here:[link]) However subtle it may be, it's about my coming out, and coming to grips with my emotions and feelings. Now, "what's the problem?" you may be asking. Well, let ol' chickenwaffle tell ya. See, my father is a VERY homophobic man. He hates gays, pretty much. It's a big problem. I entered that poem in a festival, and it turns out that i'm a finalist. Now, he'll most likely be there, and i can't NOT read my poem, but i can't have it read. So, what should i do? Any advice? My father's said that he'd kick me out if i was gay, but at the same time, he's really unpredictable.

Well, as you all *should* know, i'm a proud bisexual. (with a functioning gay-dar!) now, i didn't make a whole new journal just to tell you how i'm bi, i did that already. What i did make this for is to tell you i'm back again, and that i probably won't be taking photos for a while. That's because i need to figure out WTF happened to my camera's memory stick. It is supposedly corrupted, or in need of reformatting. Besides, i've been writing some wacky poems, that i think you might like. So, i'll be doing more of that. (BUT you can still get commisions, since i could: A. write a poem about you, or something of interest to you; B. fix my camera A.S.A.P.

First things first. To all of you that know me personally, i bet you didn't expect this, and neither did i really. I am bisexual.

I have been writing those poems to express my feelings, and the doubts and confusion that has been troubling me.

Maybe i will continue. I don't know.

Leave a comment telling me one thing you like about me or my art, then re-post this meme on your own journal so I can do the same for you!